So, to elaborate a little bit on what constitutes a "hard day" for me...
I kind of had this picture in my head of being a stay at home mom and me easily having a fed/dressed/happy baby, dinner ready when Curt gets home, laundry done, a clean house, sleep, and plenty of time left over to do home organization and beautification projects.
I'll pause for a moment to let you have a good laugh.
Yeah, I know.
To be honest I think that I've been blessed and should be so content with what I have been able to do:
fed/dressed/happy baby: check
dinner ready when Curt gets home: for the most part, check
laundry done: check, way better than before...it was my enemy and now I kinda like it
a clean house: eh, for the most part, check
sleep: really, I can't complain too much for having a newborn...but I could use some more
...that leaves
projects.
I hadn't been able to do any.
(well, I did sneak in painting the second coat on the new trim on the entry when my mom was here...but I'm not counting that)
So I felt a little out of sorts..thus the last post and Curt loving me and bringing me flowers.
But, the next day I was determined... I plopped Desmond down in his bouncy chair in the kitchen, and installed the hardware that I've had since we moved in but which has been sitting in a drawer.
...and I felt much better about myself.
Bonus: I found out during this project that the sounds of my drill do not upset Des...not only do they not disturb him they actually lull him to sleep. No stinking way did I get this baby that is so perfect for me.
And I love him. So much.